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Thursday, September 6th, 2007

Dear my friend… Au Revoir?

2nd September 07, Sayaka and Me

The emotional distress I’m currently experiencing is too much for me, all the partings of people whom i met for only a short while has made me cry buckets. And now, I had to go through this crying all over again because Sayaka called, telling me she’s leaving tonight, and whether if I’ll be meeting her.

I can’t meet her, i can’t bring myself to, I’ll probably end up crying really badly in front of her, my lecturers, and everyone else. There’s 1 more hour left to meeting her at the airport, i think i really want to….. but i guess it’ll probably just cause me even more sorrow. Just bidding her goodbye over the phone has made me cry buckets, yet again.

When I took up this homestay exchange I totally did not think the parting will cause me so much sadness and pain T_T Especially a person whom you really get along with, you spend 2 days with her 24/7 happily, and suddenly… you probably won’t ever get the chance to see her ever again.

With this and some of the sad cases i see in the ward this week… I’ve been crying too much over it. I should probably try not to be so emotionally attached; parting is really painful. Really, really.

T__T

I hate partings, I really do.

I hope Sayaka will come back and visit me again in future..

涙

//Edit 1: I feel much better now! Talked to Sayaka over my classmate’s phone(my classmate went to send her exchange partner off ^^), and Sayaka says she loves Singapore and will come back! YATTA! I would really love to go visit her this december, we’re planning to go Kyoto and go Maiko Henshin! …. But my dog will be emo!

//Edit 2: I noticed some incoming links and updated my blogroll.. thanks for linking me!